Not Good Enough

Darkness is a beautiful heaven to me I don’t wanna be me, I don’t wanna be free Cuz in my mind I’m fading In my mind I’m fading

A grain of dying light fills up my eyes All I I see is heartbreak and lies Too good to be true, too true to be good I won’t turn back time cuz even if I could

Dying to the sound of my life being drained It’s a feeling of sadness I can never explain Cuz the sound of my stupid words breaking out of love It’s the sound of never being good enough

Loud endless noises like a sound of this vain Don’t know if I’ll ever make it, aren’t we always in pain? Hurting like another silencing knife Couldn’t bare the pain, now I wanna end my life

Lying to myself is a common mistake Always saying that I’m fine, when really I feel fake Crying out through my words, shouting leave me alone I feel like I’m dying, devil’s on the phone

Dying to the sound of my life being drained It’s a feeling of sadness I can never explain Cuz the sound of my stupid words breaking out of love It’s the sound of never being good enough

Locking my eyes on my heart, even if it’s too dark to see A void of life, a black sea Never felt more alone, never felt more dead Never been angry but still made mistakes I can’t mend

Choking in my heart, dying in my mind Don’t waste your time for me, don’t be so kind Cuz I’ve been abandoned too much My life is nothing more than a useless clutch

Dying to the sound of my life being drained It’s a feeling of sadness I can never explain Cuz the sound of my stupid words breaking out of love It’s the sound of never being good enough

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