LOVING YOU

I was most terrible at doing other things But loving you was all I could do

Giving you my heart was so easy It was so much harder refusing to...

We were a perfect combination ....I think

Our love was just like an illusion ....I guess

You made loving you so easy Even when it was harder for me to love myself

I promised never to let anyone in But then you came along...

Broke down those walls I built up

You melted and tore down my armor

I knew Everyone eventually leaves But maybe!

Maybe you are a different type of "everyone" ...I thought to myself!

...Maybe Opening back up wasn't a bad idea after all

....Maybe Opening back up wasn't a bad idea after all ....Maybe I could give this a try one more time

....Maybe I can finally let someone in

....Maybe I can finally let someone in ....Maybe I could love someone and have them love me back!

....Maybe!

But well, I turned out wrong

My "Maybes" was just my desperate heart screaming to be loved

You did leave! ...Just like I thought you would

You got tired of me! ....Just like others did!

You wanted more!

... more of me

But little did you know i gave you all I could offer

You felt I wasn't enough

You felt I wasn't enough You felt I wasn't tough

Yes! I was a weakling

...I was a weakling for loving you

...I was a weakling for loving you ...I was a weakling for giving you my heart

...I was a weakling for loving you ...I was a weakling for giving you my heart ...I was weakling Yes! I was weakling for letting you in

I kept reaching out for you ...And then losing you!

I lose you a hundred times a day ....Until you finally slipped away

Loving you turned out to be my worst nightmare

You were a disaster

..And I was probably one of your casualties

Thank you so much for reading ❤️