all over again, can we?

leaves are falling down, yet another autumn has come

wind blows, carrying the sweet smell of nothingness and your wild love

and i see myself falling in love with the world again

for the sake of you, you are a part of this world

and you fill a void simply by existing through the joy and the pain

we are completely in love

with each other,

the pain lies in us not wanting to accept this love we have

i try not to look into your eyes

for they drown me in an ocean brown

and i try not to catch you smiling at me

for it kills me over and over again

i try not to do all the things we do for each other

for it makes me fall in love with you

all over again

and when i blink, the leaves fall again

it's strange to realise i am days ahead

months ahead

a whole year ahead

whereas the truth stands un noticed

i am right where you left me

where we left us

unloved, unsaid, and unfelt the words we never said.