No one else... by Emma Raine
No one else...

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One of those days...

Hope you like it, take care <3

No one else... by Emma Raine

I noticed my braces today

I noticed my braces today A lot

I noticed my braces today A lot More than usual

I noticed my braces today A lot More than usual More than the last 4 years

I noticed my braces today A lot More than usual More than the last 4 years Probably because I was grinding my jaw with my cheek in between my teeth

I was biting my lip so persistently too

I was biting my lip so persistently too At one point I was chewing so hard

I was biting my lip so persistently too At one point I was chewing so hard I thought my lip was going to pop open like a grape

I was biting my lip so persistently too At one point I was chewing so hard I thought my lip was going to pop open like a grape But I didn't stop

Don't get me wrong it hurt

Don't get me wrong it hurt A lot

Don't get me wrong it hurt A lot But I didn't care

Don't get me wrong it hurt A lot But I didn't care My mind was both blank and busy

Don't get me wrong it hurt A lot But I didn't care My mind was both blank and busy I was almost challenging myself to see how much I could take

I only stopped when the guy sitting next to me asked me what class was next

I only stopped when the guy sitting next to me asked me what class was next Urging some sound to travel up my throat

I only stopped when the guy sitting next to me asked me what class was next Urging some sound to travel up my throat Forcing my lips to part

I only stopped when the guy sitting next to me asked me what class was next Urging some sound to travel up my throat Forcing my lips to part A hoarse croak, unrecognizable from my own voice

Unfamiliar to speech after the last few hours

Unfamiliar to speech after the last few hours "Um... chemistry I think"

Unfamiliar to speech after the last few hours "Um... chemistry I think" I think

Unfamiliar to speech after the last few hours "Um... chemistry I think" I̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶k̶ I know,

Unfamiliar to speech after the last few hours "Um... chemistry I think" I̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶k̶ I know, I was looking at my schedule a second ago.

Unfamiliar to speech after the last few hours "Um... chemistry I think" I̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶k̶ I know, I was looking at my schedule a second ago. But god forbid I'm wrong and he hated me further

"K thanks" he turns back to his phone

"K thanks" he turns back to his phone Hunched and aloof as ever

My jaw resumes its rhythm of tireless motion

My jaw resumes its rhythm of tireless motion Maybe I can wake myself up in the bathroom

Maybe some water will flush out the chunks of skin in my teeth

Flush out the small trace of blood

Flush out the small trace of blood Damnit

Not again

'This is why you don't have any fucking friends Emma'

Now that scared me

That thought

Often plaguing my mind

I quickly catch it and shut it away once more

I have friends

I have friends Good friends

I can list them off

I can list them off But why do I need to

I can list them off But why do I need to No one else does...

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