Midnight Pickings... By Emma Raine
Midnight Pickings...

By Emma Raine dermatillomania stories
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_emma_raine_369 I swear im not this sad when you meet me
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I'd say this needs a trigger warning, cuz it was hard
for me to write.

But i hope someone enjoys, take care x

Midnight Pickings... By Emma Raine

Fingers,

Fingers, Gliding over thumbs

Fingers, Gliding over thumbs Nails,

Fingers, Gliding over thumbs Nails, Crawling over skin

Fingers, Gliding over thumbs Nails, Crawling over skin Pulling,

Fingers, Gliding over thumbs Nails, Crawling over skin Pulling, Grasping,

Fingers, Gliding over thumbs Nails, Crawling over skin Pulling, Grasping, Clutching

Holding on for dear life

Holding on to the feeling

Holding on to The pain

Holding on to The feeling

Holding on to The feeling of control

Holding on to The feeling of control of power

Holding on to The feeling of control of power Jurisdiction

Holding on to The feeling of control of power Jurisdiction Productivity

Productive is it?

Scraping your skin smooth

Scaring your face

Disrupting the very foundation of your being

You masochistic freak,

What kind of perverted pleasure could you find in scouring what God gave you?

As you sit there, sucking the bloody grit out from under your nails

You fucking monster.

Please

Please No

Please No It's not like that

Please No It's not like that I don't mean to-

Please No It's not like that I don't mean to- It's not me,

Please No It's not like that I don't mean to- It's not me, well it is,

Please No It's not like that I don't mean to- It's not me, well it is, I don't mean,

Please No It's not like that I don't mean to- It's not me, well it is, I don't mean, I just-

It's hard

To stop

So many times

I find myself

r l u e Posture c d

Body in the sink

Knees to my chest

Pressed towards the mirror

a pair of r e v tweezers Hunched o

For the difficult s̴̙͖̃̈́p̶̳͒͂o̶̤͑́ͅt̴͕͑s̷̝̜͊

I know I sound insane

I know I sound insane Explaining this is like explaining what it's like to be blind

I know I sound insane Explaining this is like explaining what it's like to be blind You'll never fully know

I know I sound insane Explaining this is like explaining what it's like to be blind You'll never fully know Till it's all you've ever known.

No amount of rhyming imagery,

No amount of rhyming imagery, metaphors,

No amount of rhyming imagery, metaphors or similes

No amount of rhyming imagery, metaphors or similes can convey

No amount of rhyming imagery, metaphors or similes can convey The twisted reality

No amount of rhyming imagery, metaphors or similes can convey The twisted reality Of this lunacy

Like a wolf lost with the moon

Like a wolf lost with the moon The mirror is my worst enemy

Like a wolf lost with the moon The mirror is my worst enemy Sucking me in

"You missed a spot"

"Make it even"

"Just a little longer"

Every inch a project

Must

Must M̴͉͛a̷̺̓k̶̩̉e̷̘̔

Must M̴͉͛a̷̺̓k̶̩̉e̷̘̔ I̶͖͐͋͂ť̴̡̝̬̗̺̬̬͒̀̈̓̚

Must M̴͉͛a̷̺̓k̶̩̉e̷̘̔ I̶͖͐͋͂ť̴̡̝̬̗̺̬̬͒̀̈̓̚ C̷̛͕͕̹̿̂́͛̀̎̀̔̅̑͜͜͠l̸̟̪̖͍̩͉̺͇͛̈̑͋̑͒̚e̵͎̞͚̒̇͗ǎ̵̧̡͉̯̲̥͋̋̀̐͗̓̽r̶̢̧̧̨͖̩̣̭̭̼̠̫̪̭͍͕̝͈̠̖̂̅͒̽̉́͐́̑̿́͌̌̀̕͘̕͝͠͝

M̶̯̌̄̉̉ṷ̶͠s̶͓̤̦̠̠͊͛̈̑t̵͎̳̂͂͊́ ̵̰̻̔̋͌͌͘m̵̘͇̜̫̤̾͛ā̵̛̹̣̉́͝k̴̤̥͌é̶͈̃͝ ̸̤͉̃̈́̈́̐͝i̴̧̞͌͊̕ẗ̸̪̦̳̗͍́̉

P̬̦̦̼͙̃̑̅́͘e̞͝ŗ̦̙̙̟͍͍̻̍̐̔͋͆͐̅̕f̱͓̫̈̂͒e̖̺̅͛ct̡͓̝̰͔̲͔̤̲̰̖͍̬̰̼̀̎͒́̋̐̅̈͒̚̚͝͝͡͝

Even you ask,

Even y̳o̳u̳ ask, "What the fuck does that mean?"

Even y̳o̳u̳ ask, "What the fuck does that mean?" "Perfect?"

Even y̳o̳u̳ ask, "What the fuck does that mean?" "Perfect?" You hate the word

Even the framing of its vowels is even

Even the framing of its vowels is even How dare it be what I could...

Even the framing of its vowels is even How dare it be what I could... never...

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