Your body is warm. Your skin is soft. You hover above me as you kiss me sweetly.
You pull your lips away from mine to place your nose beside my own. No words are said as we catch our breaths. We both contently live in the moment.
You pull your body away and immediately I mourn its warmth. You look me in the eyes, to apologize, before you took off your clothes.
Carefully you slide under the covers to lay beside me. You take my hand and gently place it on your rising and falling chest. I stroke your chest hair while focusing on your heart, doing its best.
Its beat starts off strong but slowly fades away. Your warmth slowly turns cold and my hand begins to sinks through you and towards the bed.
Before you could completely fade into the darkness you turn to face me. With sad eyes, you smile and whisper
Before you could completely fade into the darkness you turn to face me. With sad eyes, you smile and whisper it's okay.
Once you had disappeared, I lay in our bed alone with my hand still stretched out on your side. I lost you years ago but the pain is still the same. So I cry myself to sleep once again.