It always starts like this: 20 more minutes in bed.
It always starts like this: 20 more minutes in bed. I don’t feel like leaving bed.
It always starts like this: 20 more minutes in bed. I don’t feel like leaving bed. I’ll hangout with you tomorrow.
and suddenly;
and suddenly; I haven’t left my house.
and suddenly; I haven’t left my house. I’m still so tired.
and suddenly; I haven’t left my house. I’m still so tired. “but you sleep so much,
and suddenly; I haven’t left my house. I’m still so tired. “but you sleep so much, baby?”
and suddenly;
and suddenly; It’s only weed.
and suddenly; It’s only weed. It’s only one beer.
and suddenly; It’s only weed. It’s only one beer. i’m too tired
and suddenly;
and suddenly; I think I took too much.
and suddenly; I think I took too much. Am I dying?
and suddenly; I think I took too much. Am I dying? i’m ok.
Am I dying?
stronger,
stronger, stronger,
stronger, stronger, more.
stronger, stronger, more. more.
stronger, stronger, more. more. i haven’t showered in a week.
stronger, stronger, more. more. i haven’t showered in a week. fine.
i’ve cried every night.
i’ve cried every night. it hurts so bad,
i’ve cried every night. it hurts so bad, I can’t live like this.
I can’t live like this.
It’s only a razor,
I can’t live like this.
it won’t hurt that bad.
I can’t live like this.
Why?
Why? why doesn’t it?
Why? why doesn’t it? why is the pain still there?
“I’m sorry,
“I’m sorry, I overdosed.
“I’m sorry, I overdosed. - I tried, please,
“I’m sorry, I overdosed. - I tried, please, forgive me.”
- “mom, I think I need help”
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