I'm gonna be inactive for a few days, mostly because I'm grounded, and also mentally not okay. I know, some of you might be wondering "Moony, what's wrong? You seem fine."
Well, the truth is, I'm not. I don't feel mentally fine. I always act happy and upbeat, but irl, That's still me. I hide everything behind a smile, not telling anybody I'm okay. I also sometimes REALLY want to get interviewed on Commaful, but I'm too scared and nervous about what others would say about my life.
I wrote Pain and Scream on really bad days, those days I felt no need to live. I sometimes can't get out of bed because I feel so useless already. I know and have met people on this site that feel the same as me, but I don't want to get into the other things I've done.
The truth is, I feel so lonely. All the time. Like, nobody knows what I'm going through. but, so many people have it worse. For you people,
I want to be that yellow for you, the thing that motivates you to get out of bed. Even if I can't myself, You will get through this. Remember when you feel like crying, that a colon and a parentheses is right here for you.
So, Didn't mean for this to get all personal, but see you guys on Monday. Your Rain obsessed Pal, ~***Moony*** :)