@oompa_loompa This shit is crazy I can not believe this I don't even know why you would feel this way because when I started having a thing for boys My age so that would be 18 or 19 nothing above or below that age number but I never even felt this way so this I cannot help with but I can say that If this is how you feel about a boy/men then that is what you look for in a boy/man!! (If this is not too weird to ask) But how old are you?