we've all been here but I think there's one kind of ideal pain that rules over the rest, and that is belief or loss of hope, and faith. sometimes for moments i believe that it is over, and yes, actually, that nobody might worry if you lie and say that you're doing something else (actually giving you a pass if you decide). however suicide is such a sensitive topic within me when the thoughts live somewhere in the back of my head, or the fact that people could live and go on without me and be completely fine which hurts more, no matter how much I try to get those thoughts out they seem to haunt me. I know this is about the recent drama and the suicide attempts. however I took it as someone that was thinking about doing it, since well I have experience in that area and knew that they could. who knows if they followed through with it (since it wasn't mentioned) ... I guess that's for our imagination to decide.