Susan

@susannicole87

Just a girl with a hell of a story <3



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Susan . 4 years ago
Hate
I hate you. I hate you for the way you cheated and made me feel worthless.
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Susan . 4 years ago
Fuel
Our love was measured like fuel, and it was what fueled my heart. Now, it is on Empty. Not in a bad way, actually, in an empowering way. I say this because when I think of you, my emotions are nothin...
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Susan . 4 years ago
As I sit here, feeling the kicks of my final miracle coming from my belly, I feel filled with regret and anger. I regret getting pregnant, NO, I regret getting pregnant by the narcissist I was pregnan...
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Susan . 4 years ago
You get what you accept
So, today, I am going to let you all in on the way my relationship makes me feel. I mean, I am in love with this man, probably more than a lot of people would ever understand. The problem I have is th...
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Susan . 4 years ago
The day my life as I knew it, ended.
Have you ever experienced something so big, so heartbreaking, so unthinkable, so out of the left-field, that you felt as if you had literally just died? I have, on multiple occasions, but this was som...
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Susan . 4 years ago
Relapse
Well, I did it. I gave in to my addiction full force. I couldn't get it in my body and mind fast enough. I could feel the euphoria of this beautiful, almost life-changing drug coursing my veins. The e...
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Susan . 4 years ago
I hate you.
I hate you. I hate you for absolutely everything that you are. I hate you for the way you destroyed my self esteem, BUT not before making me feel completely worthy first. I hate that I ever gave you p...
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Susan . 4 years ago
Don't be THAT GIRL (me)
Do not be that girl that believes every single word he says. The girl that destroys every other relationship protecting him. That girl that says it was only one time. The girl that waits on his every ...
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Susan . 4 years ago
My Dangerous Addiction to Love
I will never forget the day I had the first encounter with the man I would become addicted to. I mean, how could I? It was this new high, a high I could never achieve with actual drugs.
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