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My lecturer gave me a piece of paper that said "choose an experience that taught you something about yourself", so i wrote this.

night time thoughts - 5/5/18

many years ago i tried to write a fansty novel, here the first page. maybe ill visit it again someday

A quote from my personal essay's i've been writing, i feel this is all i can share at the moment.

it's the same emotion, over and over again. I’m never happy with my life, I always find flaws.

my head hurts, my body is tired and i just want to be free.

i can't write lately, all my poetry and creative juices have been consumed by college work

something i found in my journal from a couple of months ago

i wanted to document a moment in time, couple of months ago

beginning of something painful.

written late at night in a battered journal

some random, quote from song/poem i started.

This was my first poem that i uploaded on this site. Finally, I added some more line ( i guess i kinda finished it) originally started on 20/10/16

old journal thoughts from 2/11/16 sorry i haven't posted much lately been struggling with psychosis to be truthful, hard get my thought in order let alone down on paper

*possible trigger warning* This was written in my journal around about 23rd of July 2016. I want to make this clear that no longer this bad about myself and life. depression comes in waves.

A poem/message i wrote to whom? i don't know, maybe someone could benefit from this.

inspired from what happened last night,

I'm not American but my angry will not leave me. The youth of tomorrow's voice need to be heard.

Part of a personal essay about overthinking, confusion and psychosis.