I want home I want a breath of fresh air, something I can feel I want home, I want the scent of your hair I need to know it can be real I want home Safe cocoon. Warmth, loving comfort. I want home Cease of longing. Validation from the hurt.

You Had My Heart - For a while there, we were talking to each other a lot. Every to every other day, consistently for a little over a year. On paper, we were a heavenly match made for the books.

I could paint the sky with our love. A heavenly mosaic of warm corals and cool violets. Perfectly coordinated mixtures of our souls. I could sing a song with our love. Every note, intonation, the trembled voices in our "hello" and "goodbye".

Bombardment of invasive thoughts Oppressive, evil & pervasive nature

My mind a double agent My heart a prisoner of war There is no peace within Lost, I wander seeking refuge Just another ghost that walks the earth