My Testament

Whisper of Beelzebub

They were kissing the graves of their mothers

When the flames go out

When life hurts you When life hurts you wipe your tears and smile, Smile with your whole being, with great love to this damn world! When life hurts you, unite the broken pieces of your heart with great love!

Peculiar Sensations Society

what was the colour of my lonely soul?

second untitled poem

first untitled poem whispered azrael, angel of the bitter death, he asked, what’s my only wish. i whispered to air, he touched my hair. tell me little one, tell me what is your only wish.

to her monsieur i dare not to send, all the love letters i wrote, i am afraid, because my words can kill him. words, oh words, words can kill people. because words are like a sharp knife, the sharp knife of unrequited love.

i took him to heaven (stanzas three & four) i brought flowers from the garden of innocence, but he refused to get the flowers, from his fallen angel. then i collapsed.

i took him to heaven (stanzas one & two) he asked me to take him somewhere, and i took him to heaven. i dug abandoned graves, to find peace in eternity. and a dove appeared, at the gate of infinity. there is only one way to escape from reality.

Melody of a Broken Heart Close your eyes and dream, Feel every melody of your heart. Let the sunshine gleam, Who said it’s that really hard?

A Poem for My Rosy-cheeked Gentleman A rosy-cheeked gentleman appeared on the horizon of hell, He kissed my eyes from afar with great happiness and love.

A Haunted Typewriter

A POEM FOR HIS ABYSMAL GRIEF When I lay my head on your lap, I felt the gnawing grief, It wasn't loneliness or lovelessness. It was a feeling quite different from those two words, without a name.