This is about a person that was kept from their niece because of their mother (sister in law) who doesn’t like you. Your brother disagrees but seems to have no weight in this decision. Cuts deep.

I don’t know but I feel something

Just feeling this today

I know you want me in your sheets Saying sweet things like I always do

What's the use of talking All I see are haunting memories of how you hurt me

I'm tired of being the person everyone goes to Everyone wants my help, my advice, my guidance

Lately I've been thinking about you I just wish things were different

It's so funny when people want to talk about you but can't ever say it to your face It's such a disgrace

My first thought of you is how is this real? Almost 2 years now and you've given me my best memories of life

In my dreams I'm seeing the real you. In my heart I'm feeling real blue.

My friends are gone. The sound of silence haunting me.

Abandoned once again. Someone always comes in and it makes it feel so unreal.

Is it true that you're sick? I'm only fifteen and time is starting to tick

Feeling that life is short how am I here again depressive clouds of thought surround my brain

Reminiscent of old patterns.

Just my feelings at the moment