crafting emotions on paper is difficult when your lost of words frantically searching for a meaning to my scribble

why do I care if your happy it brings no joy to me

watching grandfather again just waiting for him to come full circle

the end of September and all I can remember

The emotions are rising like an unbreakable wave

it's been nearly a year since we fall apart

we paint a picture with dull colors choking on the paint fumes

I don't know how do some people push on

A old Journal entry I attempted to make into a poem ... ew

I've lost it the emotion

some days, I think about how much I use to make you laugh

if I take this journey I risk getting lost

I'm starting to feel like I enjoy just sitting around

It's at your lowest and darkest point that your find your true friends

life is a true work of art apart from it's imperfections

I wished I was more honest with you. I valued your innocence and naivety. When I think back to it I feel that was to my benefit. Doesn't mean I didn't love you, but maybe some of my intentions weren't...

disquieting little lines keeping me in a bind

I want to tell you how I feel tell you how the little things you use to say

My first attempt at a free verse poem, as well as my first post on here .