Drifting is small representation about thoughts that come into mind while seeing someone you love leaving you.

Entered that room again, lost the key

when there is nothing fill the empty, large room inside you, the room that is big but empty, consists of the sound of people left you before

let us broke into little pieces, so we can be reformed again, let us lost, so we may be found once,

when everything is pale in your eyes and nothing gives you a rush of dopamine anymore. when everything seems normal and boring that even your favorite cup of coffee tastes like water.

I saw something today I wanted to share but you are no longer there,

searching for my true self.

it feels like a breath taken after years of suffocating it feels like flying after your wings have been broken

how can I forget about you when everything reminds me of you? the places we left our trace on, they would tell our story

we are running, running so fast to be in control, trying every possible way to feel it and then it crashes, crash like an accident, a sudden accident, it's your emotions or it's my emotions that take...

I wish I could look at you in the mirror without me being detached from you, I wished you know how much you're beautiful inside and outside,

let me introduce you to a hidden part of my own world. a part that never been shown before. "why hidden?" you may ask

Me and my brain are enemies now, I just can't fight back, I don't have enough weapons while it attacks me wildly.

if we were in a different time, a different planet, different generation, or different life I would love you

Tell me !

while iam searching for a home.

*eyes opened* *searching for a phone to check the time*