Stories about masochism

Here are the top short stories, fanfiction, poetry, and posts about masochism on Commaful, including topics like "ocean", "hope", and more. Click here to sign up for more stories about masochism.

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joshuaharestadGifted WriterHobby poet hoping to be heard.
Suicide emotions stories

Suicide

I want to die, nearly every day. Life is hard, painful, frustrating.
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#emotions#sadness#poem#thoughts#death
joshuaharestad
joshuaharestadGifted WriterHobby poet hoping to be heard.
Lost ocean stories

Lost

Where do I go from here?
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#ocean#poem#poetry#sea#stars
joshuaharestad
joshuaharestadGifted WriterHobby poet hoping to be heard.
Group Therapy hope stories

Group Therapy

Group therapy began today. I was scared, anxious, nervous.
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#hope#poem#love#sadness#poetry
joshuaharestad
joshuaharestadGifted WriterHobby poet hoping to be heard.
Needs poem stories

Needs

A short poem about my unhealthy needs.
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#poem#poetry#cutting#feelings#emotions
joshuaharestad
joshuaharestadGifted WriterHobby poet hoping to be heard.
This Is Me Today masochism stories

This Is Me Today

This is me today. Feeling a new way.
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#masochism#hope#self harm#anxiety#depression
joshuaharestad
joshuaharestadGifted WriterHobby poet hoping to be heard.
Relapse masochism stories

Relapse

I have done it again. Picked up the knife.
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#masochism#poem#cut#addiction#poetry
joshuaharestad
joshuaharestadGifted WriterHobby poet hoping to be heard.
Journal 1 hope stories

Journal 1

I am going to post my journals on commaful. They will be unedited, raw, and about my recovery. My intention in posting them is to show others who suffer from mental illness that they are not alone. I...
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#hope#cutting#drugs#love#sadness
joshuaharestad
joshuaharestadGifted WriterHobby poet hoping to be heard.
Giving up my knife. sad stories

Giving up my knife.

I gave my boss my knife. Told her I was cutting again.
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#sad#emotions#addicition#strangers#kindness
joshuaharestad
joshuaharestadGifted WriterHobby poet hoping to be heard.
Afraid poem stories

Afraid

I am so very afraid. I took the knife to my boss, told her that I was cutting, and then they placed me on leave.
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#poem#cutting#sadness#feeling#self harm
joshuaharestad
joshuaharestadGifted WriterHobby poet hoping to be heard.
The Real Monster masochism stories

The Real Monster

From the outside I look normal. Just like anybody else you would see.
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#masochism#willpower#poetry#demon#poem
joshuaharestad
joshuaharestadGifted WriterHobby poet hoping to be heard.
Finishing Group Therapy masochism stories

Finishing Group Therapy

I wanted to scream and cry. I wanted to bleed and die.
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#masochism#cutting#anxiety#self harm#sad
joshuaharestad
joshuaharestadGifted WriterHobby poet hoping to be heard.
Pills. Therapy. poem stories

Pills. Therapy.

Pills. Therapy. Write.
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#poem#sadness#poetry#self harm#therapy
joshuaharestad
joshuaharestadGifted WriterHobby poet hoping to be heard.
Vicious Cycle masochism stories

Vicious Cycle

There exists a vicious cycle. Of depression and isolation.
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#masochism#self harm#sad#anxiety#depression
joshuaharestad
joshuaharestadGifted WriterHobby poet hoping to be heard.
Stress Overwhelming self-harm stories

Stress Overwhelming

Am I losing my job? Stress overwhelming.
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#self-harm#cutting#stress#self harm#anxiety
joshuaharestad
joshuaharestadGifted WriterHobby poet hoping to be heard.
My Demon's self harm stories

My Demon's

My power is growing each day. More with each demon that I slay.
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#self harm#pain#sad#rhyme#demons
joshuaharestad
joshuaharestadGifted WriterHobby poet hoping to be heard.
Overwhelmed masochism stories

Overwhelmed

My body can’t hold still. It wants to move. But I am tired too.
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#masochism#hope#cutting#self harm#sad
joshuaharestad
joshuaharestadGifted WriterHobby poet hoping to be heard.
Blood masochism stories

Blood

Trigger Warning: Serious self harm details. I almost triggered myself writing it.
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#masochism#stigma#self harm#anxiety#cuttig
joshuaharestad
joshuaharestadGifted WriterHobby poet hoping to be heard.
Tormented Soul masochism stories

Tormented Soul

I am a dark tormented soul, ravaged by self doubt.
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#masochism#darkness#self harm#sad#anxiety
joshuaharestad
joshuaharestadGifted WriterHobby poet hoping to be heard.
Journal 8 anxiety stories

Journal 8

It’s getting easier. Not cutting. Not getting high.
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#anxiety#sadness#self-harm#feelings#thoughts
joshuaharestad
joshuaharestadGifted WriterHobby poet hoping to be heard.
Smoke masochism stories

Smoke

Smoke triggers me. It reminds me of the forest fire.
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#masochism#sadness#forest#self-harm#ptsd