i feel like thoughts like this should be shared. sometimes knowing what to do or who to be in a new place can be hard to figure out. i think that talking to people you trust about it could help. and even still, you cant be completely sure its the right thing to do. but i do believe you shouldnt change yourself for other people. though hiding who you are in public may be beneficial to a certain extent, dont let yourself lose what makes you who you are, even if you cant show it. the greatest indignity to yourself is losing who you are