I sit here with these thoughts swirling in my mind.
How was I supposed to know that the answering machine would tell me something that was never meant for my ears?
And now I am alone, and the thoughts just keep swirling and swirling.
Are you okay? That's my main concern.
How do you feel about the treatment?
Why is your life being measured by the 'odds of success'?
Who knows this dark secret?
I'm writing on here because I know no way to turn.
This nondiscriminatory asshole of a disease has taken your body for its bidding and I don't know how to act.
I see the posts on your Facebook. Is it better to act normal and let it go unnoticed?
Those are the questions that run through my mind.
But you don't have to answer any of them.
No all I want for you is to be healthy.