It's funny, How long you pulled the wool over my eyes. And how much time I spent trying to please you. All the nights I spent listening to your troubles and messed up thoughts.
I gave you all of me. Broke down my walls And showed you the dark cracks of my soul. The good, the bad, The ugly bits. Everything I gave to you.
I thought we were inseparable. That nothing could break our bond. We fell so fast. Spiralled down just as quickly.
I thought we were invincible. Isn't it funny , I can laugh now. I remember how you stood me up in the rain. And when you left me at the table of that fancy restaurant. Something had come up, You had to go.
I guess I really am just stupid. A fool for thinking that you ever felt what I felt for you. What did I feel for you?
It hurts just thinking about it.
Tell me how did it feel To have me twirling in the palm of your hand? Whilst I believed you always had my back.
You know so much about me. It scares me. I don't want you to use it all against me. I would never do that to you.
I don't want it to bother me. I say that I don't care, That I hate you. But I know that I do, I do care.
I'm a sensitive, naive Generous little girl. I guess you fell for that.
You were attracted to my kindness, My friendliness. But you used me, Sucked me dry and left me with nothing.
How could I not see this coming? I'm really an idiot. How could I be so blind?
I trusted you, Told you my secrets. You promised you would keep them safe.
How could you do that to me? Leave like it was nothing? Drift And disappear like we never had anything?
Did all the deep conversations, Small talk, Banter and memories we shared Mean absolutely nothing to you?
And now I guess you have replaced me. Cute. It doesn't bother me. I couldn't care less. I hope they treat you well. I hope you're happy. I hope you don't miss me Or the times we shared.
I don't want to see your face anymore, Or hear your voice. I'm done Over it. I hope you are happy.
I'm going to pick up the broken pieces of my heart And glue them together with someone else's love. I don't need you. I'm going to forget about you.
I don't want to think about you. I'm sick and tired of you torturing me when you're not even here
For now, I'll just build up my walls higher Trust a little harder And hide inside myself just a little bit more So I don't get hurt again.
You're a liar, A fake, A fucking cunt. I wish the world knew.