As I am standing here I don't know what to tell you. Everything I want to say is of no use now, it's too late. But still I must say it.
The two words I couldn't say while you were still alive I say it before your grave, 'Thank you'. Humans are stupid to say the least. They don't know the value of something until they have lost it.
I too have made that mistake. The mistake of not knowing how much you meant to me until you were gone.
I don't know what I feel more, grief or guilt, sadness or remorse. Guilt because you had to die like that while I am left here with all our beautiful memories.
Remorse because I couldn't thank you for those beautiful memories. All the moments I had with you, whether it was good or bad, are all precious to me.
It's true that I resented you for a while back then but looking back you were the only one who stood by me and who pushed me forward.
Thank you, for every thing. But no matter how many times I say it it's never going to be enough.
Also I'm sorry I couldn't say all this while you were still here, I'm sorry it took this much, for you to be buried, for me to say two simple words,'Thank you'.