we used to spend our days in a haze in search of something to replace our pain
I convinced myself it didn't hurt when we dragged each other down. when we brought out each other's worst.
it wasn't until I finally opened my eyes to reality, that I noticed we were already doomed from the start.
nevertheless, the hopeless romantic in me wanted to live in ignorant bliss with no regard for the destruction around us.
the cynic in me knew this isn't love and neither words nor time could save it
one last time
I take it all in
you walking beside me in your black leather jacket
our pinky fingers interlocked
that's when you gave me a taste
of everything I’ll miss
with one last goodbye kiss