Things are not, how they used to be.

What is this year? Oh! it is 2019. It will be remembered by me, here's why? 2019 marks something important in my life.

It's a transition from how once a bird that used to fly on its own terms, sensing the flow of breeze, or where it could pick up some seeds for the coming winter, is now caged.

I used to study few months back, making my own schedule, loved drinking coffee, could gulp 10 cups in a day. So what happened? This bird got caught in a trap.

I got selected for my first job, which seemed thrilling but now this bird is experiencing from anhedonia.

I can't plan things on my own and for the things and people i used to love the most, are drifting away.