I don't want him as superficial as he is,
I don't want a love that is physical,
I don't want a love that lasts a year or two,
I don't want someone that makes me feel hatred
because his love does: makes me hate people,hate females around him,hate his friends for stealing him for a while, his hometown everytime he leaves for a weekend.
It's crazy, I'm crazy , I know , what I'm feeling is crazy.
I get the feeling of wanting to lock him up and keep him for me , only me.
I don't want this kind of love : the one that makes me feel obsessed and scream he is mine like an alpha female scared to lose her mate to an omega shewolf.
A mate ?
A soulmate ?
Where are you ?
How much until I find you
because I keep mistaking these idiots for you,
because the idiot that I am with is not mine and I beg to god that this idiot ain't you.