She was the only one The only person left to look towards The only one I knew.
I honestly wished it had been anyone else. Another person to help me look forwards Another person who appeared out of the blue.
But she was there.
I didn’t want to be alone To be that weird awkward kid That people picked on.
But little did I know I did. I became the weird kid that people would pick on.
Because I became friends with her.
She would tell me I was fat That she was a hundred times better Than me.
That I was useless And that nobody wanted me.
And I believed her.
But I stayed No matter what she said or did to me.
Because she was the only one there.
And now about a year later, I’ve learned that that was the biggest mistake of my life.
Because I could’ve helped myself And looked around At these unfamiliar faces.
A hall filled with So many different races.
People that were just like me. If only I could see When I was trapped inside A world of her cruelty.