what a joke I am
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I lay wide awake, another 5am going by, laying restless in my never ending depression and self-wallowing, unable to realize my true self-worth, I'm feeling alone right now waiting for the boy I've been waiting for for 3 weeks now,

what a joke I am

I lay wide awake, another 5am going by, laying restless in my never ending depression and self-wallowing,

unable to realize my true self-worth, I'm feeling alone right now waiting for the boy I've been waiting for for 3 weeks now,

I'm proud, but the absence is tearing me up inside, I never realized how much one boy could hurt you without even doing wrong

I've come to realize, by the fourth 5am passing, that I disliked myself, and how lonely I got without talking to this boy,

how much I meant without him -

...

..

.

Nothing, I meant nothing, and I would never mean anything to anyone if I continued to live this way, lying to myself and others - "hey, hru" "hey, I'm great"

what a fucking joke I am

I laugh at myself until my laughs turn into choked sobs, the whites of my eyes flooding with tears as time goes by,

all I can do is fucking vent and complain so here's this.

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