I'm clenching my teeth;
you're holding your breath
just seconds ago, I was threatened with death.
Not by any man-made machine,
nor by the hands of another,
and it was definitely wasn't of natural causes,
it was by my own hand,
My own mind,
My thoughts had gotten to race again,
and you caught me,
holding myself at gun point,
Sanity held together by a thin rope that was already on the verge snapping.