I miss living with you standing beside me
I miss having such a good friend
and you'll never understand
just how much you've made me cry,
I want to drown in my tears
I want to hold your hand once more
before I kick the dirt and move on
Rusted metal bones creak against my beating heart,
and my breathing lungs.
My movement stills
whenever i think of you,
and as soon as I drown,
I'll think of my tears as the ocean,
and I'll remember the time you told me you'd guide me when I was drowning
then I'll cry some more.
"I loved the ocean, only cause you were there'