you give me a n x i e t y
you've given me a lot of time to think about the little time I get to myself. And all I can think about is hearing your voice through a quiet speaker I wanna hear your soft breathing as you fall asleep.
how is it that I'm drowning in the words I cannot hear?
breathing in the words I cannot feel
how come I'm suffocating?
why is it that whenever you're away, red lights cover my eyes and sirens play through my head?
why can't I be functional, without you?