How To Feel
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I tried a different format than what I usually do. I hope you all like it!

How To Feel

Today's the day.

Today's the day. I'm going to change.

Today's the day. I'm going to change. The sun will hit my skin,

Today's the day. I'm going to change. The sun will hit my skin, And I will begin again.

This must be it,

This must be it, I cannot delay...

I will be happy today.

Even though my stomach's tied in knots,

Even though my stomach's tied in knots, And even though the clouds aren't forming shapes,

I will be happy today.

Even though my mind is foggy,

Even though my mind is foggy, And even though my eyes are teary,

I will be happy today.

Everyone's always talking about how happiness is key,

Everyone's always talking about how happiness is key, And I want to unlock the door.

Everyone's always talking about how happiness is key, And I want to unlock the door. Find a way into what they feel,

Everyone's always talking about how happiness is key, And I want to unlock the door. Find a way into what they feel, Be part of something more.

I will be happy today.

It should be easy, right?

It should be easy, right? I'll fake a smile with these pearly whites,

It should be easy, right? I'll fake a smile with these pearly whites, And it'll become real.

It should be easy, right? I'll fake a smile with these pearly whites, And it'll become real. My rosy cheeks will hide my fear.

No matter what,

I will be happy today.

My confidence is weakening as the day goes on,

My confidence is weakening as the day goes on, And my strength is dwindling away.

My confidence is weakening as the day goes on, And my strength is dwindling away. Nothing is going my way,

My confidence is weakening as the day goes on, And my strength is dwindling away. Nothing is going my way, And everything feels astray.

But everyone says happiness is the answer,

But everyone says happiness is the answer, And I want a solution.

But everyone says happiness is the answer, And I want a solution. ......

But everyone says happiness is the answer, And I want a solution. ...... Is this the right choice?

Ignoring all of my other emotions,

Ignoring all of my other emotions, Only accepting one.

Ignoring all of my other emotions, Only accepting one. Should I really bury everything else away?

They say, "Don't worry, be happy,"

They say, "Don't worry, be happy," Convincing me that it's easy,

They say, "Don't worry, be happy," Convincing me that it's easy, But I don't think it is.

I think there's more to this.

All emotions should be worth something,

All emotions should be worth something, Because "joy" isn't everyone's default.

All emotions should be worth something, Because "joy" isn't everyone's default. Now that I've decided it's okay...

I won't be happy today.

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