You say that you have to leave, that you have to forget about everyone in order to be happy. You might be right.
Who knows what's going on in the background, in the dark, where you won't let anyone in. If there's one thing I can say though.
If you would listen just for a second, know that running won't help. The pain you feel, it will follow, no matter how far you go. Trust me, I've tried.
The more you push away, the more you struggle to keep others out, the more it will hurt and grow until you're all alone. Please listen and know that I'm saying this because I care.
I only wish you would just let me in, so maybe, we can for once in our lives, not feel so alone anymore.