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wkd
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I’m on a journey to understand the twisted, crazy, broken thoughts that run around my head. Maybe if I understand them it’ll make it better.

Today I learned something new

today I learned that I’m

N U M B

Emotionally void...

E M P T Y

Whatever you wanna call it..

That’s why my heart doesn’t drop as I tell you this

That why tears don’t swell in my eyes

That’s why I don’t care

Today I learned something new

Today I learned that I’m so attached to my music because it the only thing

That

That Can

That Can Make

That Can Make Me

That Can Make Me Feel

Today I learned that I watch SAD MOVIES

Listen to sad songs

And enjoy tragic ends BECAUSE

...I want to feel something

There’s a part of me that’s been pushed far beneath the surface that SO

DESPERATELY .... ...yearns to feel something

Today I learned something new

Today I learned that....I was the one who pushed my friends away

It’s confusing because I love my friends..I do, but

Like I said..I’m

N U M B

I wanted to FEEL something so bad..that I pushed them away

Isolated myself..

And waited for the hurt to sink in...

In my SAD AND TWISTED MIND..

I pushed them away on purpose... I figured if I threw away what was SUPPOSED to make me feel something..

Then I’d feel the pain of losing it

Then ID FEEL SAD

After all sadness, pain, loneliness ....those are feelings

I threw away everything that could potentially make me TRULY happy so I could I feel again

It didn’t matter WHAT I felt

I just wanted it to be real

What did you learn today?

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