ISOLATION?
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Everything that went wrong. I’m so used to pretending to be happy this moment of weakness feels foreign to me.

ISOLATION?

Isolation became a drug to me

And I clung to the make-shift sensation of peace from my music

Friends?

Friends became a distant memory.

“You know you can talk to me”

I don’t

YEARN

for their pity. And I could never

Bring myself to

ASK

to be heard.

I DONT NEED PITY TO MY AID

Leave me to my pain....

I kinda like it.

The pain..

The basic assumption is that, we humans..seek pleasure and avoid pain.

Then why

Am

I

Content

In

My

Pain?

Why

Why Is

Why Is It

Why Is It That

Why Is It That I’m

Why Is It That I’m Comfortable

Why Is It That I’m Comfortable In

Why Is It That I’m Comfortable In My

Why Is It That I’m Comfortable In My Misery?

LOVE?

I don’t

WANT

love..in reality..I just want someone to be here to fill this empty void my parents left, when they decided I wasn’t enough.

Help?

..don’t ask me if I’m OKAY

Because like a victim, I’ll smile in your face...

..look you in your eye..

And tell you a lie.

Whilst my conscious holds a gun to my head.

And you’d be stupid enough to believe me

Just smile and laugh..my conscious says..

They won’t notice.

THEY WONT NOTICE, that’s their once bubbly, happy, bright friend is dying.

...I pray they notice

But they don’t.

Turns out I’m a great actress. And they won’t notice that I’m faking. Until the blood runs dry from my veins.

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