Was I not careful?
Is there something I can amend?
Do I deserve this treatment?
There's no one to whom lament
Maybe it was fun for you
Believe me, it was for me too
But this joke landed on other's ears
And I can no longer hear it
I can no longer feel it
I don't know if I ever did
I'm not even sure if I loved you
Its this what you always do?
You just act as if I was a fool?
And pretend I can't see this?
Can't hear what you say to him?
If that's so then, jeez
I guess it can be helped
Go and love him more than you loved me
I'll just stay here in bed
Wondering if I should still breathe