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wistfulaurora Another one.
Autoplay OFF   •   a year ago
[TW] depression, suicide, narcissist.


Now I feel like a ghost. Like a NPC of my own life.

I feel like I messed up so many times. Like I made the wrong choices.

I feel like everything I complain about is my own fault. Like I could have fixed it easily.

I feel like living is becoming too exhausting. Like I have lost all my faith.

I know some people have it worse than me. But so many also have it so much better.

It's been three years now that I am telling myself "it's gonna get better". And now I do not believe it anymore.

It's been four years now that I first talked to the one who ruined my life. And this is not the way you think.

It's been three years now that I first heard myself thinking "I want to die".

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