Cry Myself to Sleep
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~ B E D ~ The rantings of a problematic child. This pretty much sums up how I felt last night..... Sorry for the depressing thoughts.

Cry Myself to Sleep

In my bed,

In my bed, I can only fathom the worst.

In my bed,

In my bed, Is the only place I feel safe.

In my bed, Is the only place I feel safe. To scream.

In my bed, Is the only place I feel safe. To scream. To fight back.

In my bed, Is the only place I feel safe. To scream. To fight back. To think.

In my bed, Is the only place I feel safe. To scream. To fight back. To think. To cry.

I cannot think of a place more hidden,

I cannot think of a place more hidden, Where I am left to the mercies of my own mind.

I cannot think of a place more hidden, Where I am left to the mercies of my own mind. And though there is reprieve from HER voice,

I cannot think of a place more hidden, Where I am left to the mercies of my own mind. And though there is reprieve from HER voice, I cannot escape my own.

Vicious rantings of death,

Vicious rantings of death, Endless scoffs,

Vicious rantings of death, Endless scoffs, Eternal vulnerabilities,

Vicious rantings of death, Endless scoffs, Eternal vulnerabilities, Hatred for all my weaknesses.

I cannot stop hating myself,

I cannot stop hating myself, the world,

I cannot stop hating myself, the world, and everyone around me.

I cannot stop hating myself, the world, and everyone around me. I cannot help but feel abandoned and useless.

I cannot help but feel like dying.

*** Hey readers, It's been awhile since I wrote one of these, but yeah, firstly, just wanted to apologize for these thoughts. There was no one I could talk to about this so I guess I'm using Commaful's anonymity to get rid of this unreasonable burden on my shoulders?

*** I feel terrible for exposing you guys to my thoughts but at this point, I just can't help it. I'm so mad at everything and anything (but not you guys. I wholly appreciate this community). I just want to wallow in my own sorrow.

*** If you're still reading this, then thank you for listening and reading. That's more than I could ever ask for. Go out and have a better day than me guys. Sorry and thanks again. -I

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