What do I do When these dark thoughts Won't leave me alone?
Do I put on my music So loud I can't hear myself Until even the loudest of screams are dead?
What do I do When my wants and needs Are no longer more than simple wishes?
Do I go out in the sun To feel the warm air Until I feel like I can breathe again?
What do I do When even my own mind Makes me feel imprisoned?
Do I watch my screen endlessly So I can hope that even now I can still be saved?
What do I do When even I have no clue And no longer feel in control?
Do I force myself To pretend to be okay Just so I can feel normal again?