As I take a long hard stare into
The hole that is my humanity
All i see is a huge dark abyss.
An abyss where the light should be.
My own resentment and regrets
they have been eating at me
Covering me in the shroud you can barely see through.
Now its all empty.
There used to be a nice young guy.
He was chivalrous, friendly.
Full of hope and no envy.
Determined to the sky and above,
Ready to tackle anything
Take on the world just for the spite of an argument.
Tragedy! He's dead, rundown and petty.
Now i see a dark horned demon
Grown into the thorned crown.
Those red eyes staring back at me.
over the throne hall of nothingness.
Through the broken windows of ruined deeds
falls the broken light of the day's that have long passed
Memories dimming the light in which he sits alone.
Through the tears breaking out of his eyes he asks.
How did you do this?
Why did you do this to me?
We had hope and aims!
Targets we set to reach!
But now you gave up,
Doing a job instead of which you'd rather drink bleach..
May my saint anger fall over you
for letting us down
You found me and now i make you
Carry my guilty crown.
Until you find yourself again and raise me from up to the light.
You will never be happy.
And sink in the filth of cowardice
May the sloths take you forever until the end of the time!