I miss the past so much
when things were fun
when life was so much easier
when I was young
when I didn't have that many problems
when I went outside and travel with my family
when I was so happy
when I was creative
when I was innocent
when everyone was normal
when I was normal.
I'm so nostalgic for the past.
I just wanna go back
Back in time
please. let me go back.
please. that's all I want.
to go back and live there again.
one last time.
I remember I'd used it go out on cloudy days sometimes, my favorite kind,
with a someone from my family, a sibling or a parent,
and we'd just do such fun things. Go out to the mall, eat, buy things...
something about cloudy days just makes me feel something I can’t describe. a feeling of... peace? I’m not even sure that word could describe how I felt on those days.
but now I have all these problems.
and I miss the past so much.
It feels like I've already experienced the best period of my life.
and now what's left is just sadness.
the best has already past me.
it feels like I'm running out of time.
and I hope to God
that those experiences can happen to me again
or at least give me the same feeling.
let me just rewind time.
I don't wanna cry because it's over.
I want to smile because it happened.