And today I realized I still love you.
I realized that I still think about you. I still think about your eyes, your lips and your smile.
I still hear your voice in my mind,
And today I realized I still feel your warmth.
I still feel you next to me
and I used to believe there would be a 'you and I'.
Today I realized I still love you,
but I also realized I don't want you by my side.
I know we aren't meant to be,
as I remember you looking at me with tears in your eyes because you did wrong and caused me pain and heartache.
And today I realized that every time you said
'We could give it a try' It just didn't feel right.
I tried to justify it,
blaming you every time
But today I realized
you were a lesson well learned,
And I will forget your eyes, your lips and the pain.