"_____'s Birthday _____, 12, 2020."
I didn't realize that the calendar on my phone still has your birthday plugged in.
I didn't expect one little notification to draw out memories and emotions I thought I'd long forgotten.
After all this time, I hate how much power I still give you.
I still hate myself for not being better.
I guess I still can't fully let you go.
And I'm starting to think that I never will.
I hope you have a happy birthday.