It has been months since we last spoke, but I wouldn’t really call it speaking, just yelling at each other back and forth over the Internet. Still you are stuck in my mind.
I have some questions for you.
How are you doing?
I've been okay, finally started pulling myself back together after you.
Are you and your boyfriend still together?
I just got one and we're pretty serious, yet you keep slipping into my thoughts. Because of you I wonder if he's just going to stop loving me. Like you did.
How are you finding school?
It's a big change for me, classes are so much easier than last year.
Do you notice me in the halls?
Because I notice you, you've cut your hair again. It's cute.
Do you regret anything you said to me?
Because I certainly regret most things I said to you.
Do you wish we could go back to before the fight?
Because I do, you were my best friend.
Did I screw you up the way you screwed up me?
I can't let myself love my boyfriend too much because I'm afraid one day he'll decided he doesn't need me in his life to happy. Like you.
Did you cry, while we were fighting?
I did, everyday. I'd go and hide in public and cry.
Why couldn't you be a friend to me when I needed you?
I've held you up while you pushed me down so many times I needed my best friend during that fight… but I didn't have one.
Do you walk the streets remembering memories of us?
Because I do all the time.
Do you even think of me?