My Revival
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victoriadavis
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Somedays, I feel defeated, tired and scared. You creep up on me when I'm unprepared.. like I'm living in one of those horror films, but in reality, you're just as fake as the life I Iive playing on sims. I'm just tired of the Games. I'm tired of this feeling.

My Revival

Somedays, I feel defeated, tired and scared. You creep up on me when I'm unprepared..

like I'm living in one of those horror films, but in reality, you're just as fake as the life I Iive playing on sims. I'm just tired of the Games. I'm tired of this feeling.

The adrenaline rushing through your body, The uncontrollable body shakes, The feeling of my heart racing, sweating, Just all of it but most importantly me being afraid you,

someone that isn't even real.

The sensations you bring can make me feel like I'm going to die, but I have now decided that I'm going to be alright.

It's a struggle because it's easier said than done but I'll do anything to say god damn "I won". I'm breaking this anxiety/panic cycle. This is my revival.

When I tell people what I go through, sometimes they get it and sometimes they don't. Take this mindful advice, don't believe everyone is going to be there for you because they won't.

It's sad but It's true.

It's true that people used my illness against me to get to my throne but I tell 'em, bitch, nice try I'm still the queen, now go home, or better yet figure out what you want written on your gravestone.

I'm not going to let this happen anymore, I'm going to take back my life without having you control me tonight. I'm in the driver's seat now and I'm taking control of my body, the one you stole.

The sensations you bring can make me feel like I'm going to die but I have now decided that I'm going to be alright.

It's a struggle because it's easier said than done but I'll do anything to say god damn "I won". Yeah, I won. I'm breaking this anxiety/panic cycle. This is my revival.

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