The separation is definitely brief We'll meet after the Christmas week But the change is almost complete my days are now bleak
I am craving for that creak, that door i shut on your face for weeks oh that pure joy when i kicked you out and had my room to myself again..oh the sweet bliss...the silence. I was in love with myself But oh you drew me out and i bet you'd look all smug about it, if you knew you did
I tasted the pleasure of company, drunken conversations, night outs and jumping to the beats The quiet isn't as bliss anymore Craving for more Not you, just everything you made me a part of
This separation is funny I don't miss you I miss something more significant the smug content in my quiet room the bliss of not feeling lost in a crowd
the high from conversations the joy of not stammering and not giving a damn if i did opening up and not regretting bringing down the walls and not feeling vulnerable
It's kinda funny ...me writing this Used to be best buddies with silence now i need this separation to end need you outside my door for me to hopefully make up with my best buddy again
the relationship sure won't be smooth sailing I am different now But hey at times like these it would be great if me and my best pal could spark up that easy friendship again.