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vertigoI write all my stories in less than 15 m
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Me, waking up in the morning. This isn't really a story it just me, screaming into the internet.

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How am I supposed to go to school every day when all I can do is daydream about suicide?

The whole world is so loud

And I'm so small, here, in the blank, bleak space between life and death.

I want to rush forward into something. I want to bite down on both barrels of a shotgun and inhale bullets, exhale release.

I want to drizzle poison onto my tongue, I want to burn. I want to set my life on fire and close my eyes. I want someone to rob me on the street. I want to die I want to die I want to die I want

I woke up this morning. I woke up and it was bright and quiet and I imagined I had razors for fingers as I scratched my wrists, my neck.

I woke up and I am not a survivor. I don't think I have ever been a survivor. My teeth are iron bars and my soul is in the cell of my skin and I want to burst out, I want to let myself dissolve.

Hello. This is me and I am wearing the face of a mirror. Look at me. See yourself. I am the smallest speck of self and I want to blow away.

Lord I am standing on the edge of a cliff and I do not want wings. I want an ending.

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darklylovedCommabassadorDelicately Chaotic
3 months agoReply
Hey! I just wanted to know um, if you're okay? If you need to talk to someone you can message me <3 You seem like a great person, and nobody on earth is unimportant, and nobody should feel this way ever. If you need to just rant, without anyone judging you, I'll offer you my ears to listen.