How I knew I Was Getting Bad Again
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How I knew I Was Getting Bad Again

by vanillaocean

I looked at old pictures of me

When I was 98lbs

Running on only 2 hours of sleep a night

3 bites of food a day

If that

Some water

And a lot of drugs that burned and cut through my sinuses

And instead of being disgusted that I ever looked like that

Instead of being sad that I was ever at that point in my life

I was sad that I no longer did

And I didn't care if I had to get to that point again to be happy again

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4 months agoReply
a sad kind of lovely

bernardtwindwilGold CommaGranddad & story teller, tomthepo8.com
4 months agoReply
This was courageously insightful. You wrote it in such a away as to bring me into the scene. What can you do to help yourself? Great but sad post!!!!!!