Numb I am as I dive into freezing water again.
Numb I am as I hear another argument ensue between my dad and sister.
Numb I am as my brother cries.
Numb I am to the sun blinding my eyes.
Stupidly, I force myself to feel anger during numbness.
Stupidly, I force myself into places and things I do not need nor want.
Stupidly, I craft things to say to express what I feel, or the lack of what I feel.
Section III Mindlessly
Mindlessly I search for love, something so few yet so many know.
Mindlessly I search for truths which I supposedly know because I'm Christian....
Sorry for the possibly emotional yet not-emotional piece... just, thanks for reading....
.... please do not give pity, allow yourself to reread this. . .
. . . And ponder how you would have written each section...