The room was plagued with darkness, my soul withers as the quality of my life continues to flow down this depressed drain called Life. I feel nothing but stress and desperation at all times living within my current situation. I am beginning to wonder if moving out on my own was such a wonderful idea after all. The expensive monthly bills, the rugged laboring, overbearing rent and the ever turning invisible wheel of oppression that refuses to halt. It’s all beginning to break the confines of my mind. The once pristine ledges of my psyche previously, decorated with the aspirations of a little boy who wanted to become an IGN writer, who daydreamed about going to conferences and speaking in depth with popular game developers about their juiciest masterpiece , engaging with Viz media about their latest anime and chit chatting about the where the characters inspiration derived from are now riddled with muck, thorns and doubt. I question myself, should I give up on my long term goal and submerge myself into this routine and strenuous side job or should I take a step back ,quit my job and leave it all behind to go pursue my wildest dreams? The answer seems simple yet one cannot advance if their aren’t any funds. Thus my personal thoughts are entangled and twined between two worlds one that must prosper and one that wishes for it all to draw to an end. Hopefully, I find clarity ,as for now ,I shall ponder.
The room was plagued with darkness, my soul withers as the quality of my life continues to flow down this depressed drain called Life.
I feel nothing but stress and desperation at all times living within my current situation. I am beginning to wonder i... reflection stories
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Limbo: An uncertain period of awaiting a decision of resolution; a temporal state

The room was plagued with darkness, my soul withers as the quality of my life continues to flow down this depressed drain called Life. I feel nothing but stress and desperation at all times living within my current situation. I am beginning to wonder if moving out on my own was such a wonderful idea after all. The expensive monthly bills, the rugged laboring, overbearing rent and the ever turning invisible wheel of oppression that refuses to halt. It’s all beginning to break the confines of my mind. The once pristine ledges of my psyche previously, decorated with the aspirations of a little boy who wanted to become an IGN writer, who daydreamed about going to conferences and speaking in depth with popular game developers about their juiciest masterpiece , engaging with Viz media about their latest anime and chit chatting about the where the characters inspiration derived from are now riddled with muck, thorns and doubt. I question myself, should I give up on my long term goal and submerge myself into this routine and strenuous side job or should I take a step back ,quit my job and leave it all behind to go pursue my wildest dreams? The answer seems simple yet one cannot advance if their aren’t any funds. Thus my personal thoughts are entangled and twined between two worlds one that must prosper and one that wishes for it all to draw to an end. Hopefully, I find clarity ,as for now ,I shall ponder.

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