Is it you or me lying?
who is the one screaming, no, crying?
I am the liar.
the one gas lighting.
Sorry I can't be like everybody else.
I am just not like that,
What happened to the promises?
Where did they go?
what happened to the dreams we had?
have they all gone away? have they all gone bad?
I am the one lying,
I realize now,
I say I don't love you,
yet I still envision you beside me.
A smile on your face, you playing with my hair happily.
Now those are gone,
and my only reminder is the pictures and my mind.
I love you still,
even if your not mine